After twenty years of just managing and then losing it all I've just started to feel like I'm meant to be called a failure after all After all that smiling and speaking words small enough to hide behind my gap-toothed teeth I've just started to understand that maybe maybe I should've just cried instead of having tried all along All along because I'm good at that just that. #sadgirldiary #sylviaplath #heartache #failure #mychesthurts #sad #selfharm #itried