// Swimming // You don't need a mirror to hate yourself, curled tonenails are telltale signs of a girl who fakes her period. . . Things are in control — temperature, chlorine except that sliding doors always lets slide words — oxen, whale. . . We can never hide from our bodies. We displace all the water of the pool, we fake our periods so that we don't always find ourselves begging to be tolerated. . . You don't need a tailor's tape to hate yourself, clingy bodysuits and dwindling orders are telltale signs of girls wishing to be unseen. . . If all girls like me throw a pool party, all the displaced water will be compensated by our salty crying. Girls like me — fringe bodies, detachable parts of a big toy machine, decorate big pools but never dip a foot. . // Swimming // You don't need a mirror to hate yourself, curled tonenails are telltale signs of a girl who fakes her period. . . Things are in control — temperature, chlorine