What hurts me more is not when I can't cry when I want to Not even when I have to smile in front of the entire world when all I want to do is cry What actually hurts me more is I get so saturated in myself due to the things that I mentioned above that I can't even let out a thing or two And when I want to cry out badly in the lone time my eyes don't even bother to shade a tear and all I can do is to shut my eyes and peep inside of me to see my heart breaking into a million pieces Have you ever felt this?