I skipped songs that reminded me of you from my playlist for the longest time, and I divorced new ones that I discovered after you left, because I felt an urge to share them with you. My old habit. Resistance that I felt, never allowed me to free myself from my dead-ended playlist. I was now hooked to songs I used to listen before you came. They gave comfort to my lulled sensations. and one day, I forgot to skip, that random song I shared with you, that random band felt so strange felt so new.. Now I'm on a shuffle and all those songs old songs, new songs take me off to new planets I've never known of, to new planes I never knew existed. Those dimensions tell me stories of the world of 'what it could be' for you and me. Last week I found myself landing on 'Saturn'. Its rings rolled and coiled me to love music without words. ~Pauses~ suffocate me no more as it rains diamonds here in the season of monsoon. -to all the songs I've loved before as #random #songs give birth to random #musings #rains