The last time I opened up when in immense pain was |

The last time I opened up when in immense pain was 2 years ago. With time, I learned to deal with it or maybe ignore it in hopes of better and happy life. I was happy, I am happy but then why sudden creeping of pain. I am not able to speak what I want rather I am screwing up speaking what I should not. Life has been ungrateful and yet so much giving. I am in hopes for something bigger and beautiful evolving every bit. Things seem rough or maybe I am overthinking again. My wild imaginations are telling me it’s all about me again which is not the case at times. I need to overcome the same demons, I have been holding because I thought shoved them down deep inside my heart. The worst part of the situation is now I am not able to share the darkest secrets the way I used too. I am in love and a private person with emotions maybe because they have been manipulated, used, scattered and abused many times. Things cannot be said always.

The last time I opened up when in immense pain was

Rushali Thukral