Don't date / love me if you can't understand me ♡. You need to understand that I'm damaged . I get triggered easily . I have struggled with thing , even still struggling . There are nights when I'm curled up like a ball on the floor and won't talk to anyone . I"ll shut you out . I'm not going to be trust you for a while , because everyone has always left , cheated , or chosen someone else . I will need reassurance . I will need you . I will need you to keep choosing me . I"ll need you to care when I text you saying I'm getting bad again . I'm a lot . I know this . So before you think I'm always happy , that I"ll always be positive , that I"ll always be smiling ~ know the reality before you get involved .