#Blood_guilt Yearning to live again , I have given up the ghost Just in vain ! Staring upon my carrion It burns my heart, I have stabbed on my own Who was to thwart ? I have been buried here With my malicious eyes, Full of tears. Pallbearers of my coffin Sorry for that holy sin ! Don't commemorate me, Like I've never been . Relevance - Given up the ghost: died Repentance after self-slaughter ! 🌻 PS- afterlife.