2 SHE NEVER LOVED ME ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2 SHE NEVER LOVED ME ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ where I could simply say hi and shake hands with her what did I just do. (READ IN THE CAPTION) It's been years and I never told anyone that I started liking her. I used to watch her playing in tiffin breaks. ln school prayer class I used to pray with one of my eyes open and searching for the place where she was standing. Always following her after the school to her auto until my autowala came to pick me up. Yes I was little bit grown up I was 9 in class 4 but still not so smart. I was so dumb that I used to put both my hands on my face and trying to see her through the space between my fingers. I thought that no one could know that I was watching her and yes I got punishment from the teacher for that but I never gave up. In my school we got transferred to the day class as we got into class 4. Because up to class 3 we were in morning class then from class 4 to 7 there was day class from 10 a.m. to 5:00 p.m. As we promoted to day class we used to get a little bit more time for the lunch break. So that day I finished my lunch earlier because I was still taking biscuits and cakes for the lunch as I was not fully acquainted with the new time table. In those days we used to play cricket with our water bottles. The bottle was the bat and the cap was the ball. And yes back then we didn't have any fancy water bottles like today or may be i didn't get one because i used to take water in cold drink bottles. So i was playing with my friends. Suddenly one of my friends; Amit came to me and said, "Hey buddy! what are you doing here ?" I said,"Nothing just finished my lunch earlier." "Can you do me a favour please",he asked. I said,"OK,What can I do?" "Thanks buddy but please don't tell anyone about this",he replied. I agreed then he whispered that he liked Suman and he wanted me to take the blame for him that I pushed him unknowingly and he fell upon her. That time I was thinking of scolding him for the terrible idea but suddenly I told myself that it's actually not a bad idea hahaha and I told ,"okay I am ready but I have a condition that you have to do the same for me with the girl I like, deal??" He looked surprised but we both were kids so the deal was done. As the creator of the idea he was the first to try the idea and I totally agreed with him because I also wanted to see the consequences before I try the plan then. I came up with an innovative idea that we will be playing train train. He is going to be the engine and I will be the bogie. The train started on time and the accident also happened on time it collided with the correct girl. I thought she is going to be angry but she just ignored us and kept playing with her friends. I was like wow it works. Now it was my turn and I was damn excited. The train changed the engine and started as planned and then dhadam. Amit was taller than me so he stood strong but we fell on the ground. Before anyone telling anything Amit was like "oh sorry, we didn't see you playing. we were just playing train train and its totally my fault." May be she didn't listen him. She was busy getting up and removing dust from her dresses and I was busy watching her and totally confused what to say. Then suddenly she turned at me and screamed, "can't you see? Is this the way you play with your friends?" etc etc. I was still watching her. Enjoying that cute anger on her face and totally forgot to say sorry. Then she turned and went away and I was standing like a statue thinking "where I could simply say hi and second with her what did I just do". #mynovel #love #rinkurakesh #rinku

Rk Rakesh Kumar