i am talking to you. yes, i am being selfish, but please listen? i am not going to write. i am going to talk. to all of you. ask you how do i continue to pursue something when the backbone of the same is waning away infront of my eyes. i am going to cry, rant and ask you questions you can't answer. so, stay around. i ask with right, be here. we should be here now. i don't give a damn if i sound dramatic or pointless, which i don't think i am. i am going to do this in installments. as long as i can. 1) where will i go and write when 20-yo-HG waits for my let