Quite unlike the sugary PDAs for moms by their kids all over I nurse a bitter sweet feeling in my inners for you When I look back, I feel a pinch of gratefullness for you but in that same instant, bitterness overtakes all soft feelings for you You never realised what your bickerings did to that little raw impressionable being, By the way, I wasn't a 'be' still how scared I got each time when you threw yourself on us - me and papa The kid in me had frozen somewhere then And till date it has neither thawed nor forgiven you. Sorry, mom on every mom's day that's how I feel for you ! And I cry silently for both - me and you I know , we are both wrecked but that's how it is now for us ! Musings - 13/5/18