White As diwali is a festival of lights so sorry i can't celebrate this festival because I love darkness. No , actually I'm obsessed of darkness. wait .... I mean to say darkness is obsessed of me , I'm not being negative neither spreading any kind of negative vibes . I'm just trying to convince myself to celebrate a festival of lights even being in the darkest phase of life , that's it . And what should i celebrate? lights ? which are not reached to me yet love ? what gurantees that he will stay with me forever parents ? oh yes. who love their child without any expectations but sorry my parents have many expectations from me , and I have not fulfilled any of them yet . so what do I celebrate.... my failure ? the darkness ? or the emptyness that is within me ? Β©Writer never ending thoughts π anyways happy Diwali ππͺ π₯ππ₯ #30october2024 #09:21pm