I promise you.. No matter what..I'll be happy.. After every teardrop I shed, I'll find another smile. I know this is gonna be tough. Cause life is tough. And i know that's not how world works. But I've seen you.. I've seen you suffer like a fish without water, like how people put old furniture aside in the attics after exhaustingly using them, like a dead body whose organs are drawn out to nurture someone else's life. And I've seen what you became with every passing year, more insecure.. more self-loathing.. more broken.. more.. I imagine myself in your place and I pray from the universe to not gift me your tragedy, but to gift you some self-love. But I guess it's too late. You've melted yourself inside our bones. But that day when I promised you my evergreen tranquillity, I understood one thing, that there's nothing and no one who will make you happy, but you. So from now on that's my responsibility to ensure my happiness. And i know you'll be happy to see me happy. I'm stealing your everloving heart for myself dear mother, for I know that's the only thing I'll ever need. ~the curse of everlasting happiness~ #yqbaba #writewhatscaresyou #mind #parasite