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I am not bad, I don't want to be since growing up

I am not bad,
I don't want to be
since growing up I knew,
learnt and believed that
it is bad to be bad,
I have been afraid to be bad
yet once in a while
I behaved badly, 
and felt it was bad 
when guilt was there,
and the day came I did
something intentionally
which was not good,
or ok it was maybe bad
perhaps I became bad
for those moments but
somehow it didn't feel so,
I was being made mad
that I finally decided
to become bad for a while
being tired of being mad,
I don't want to judge me
I don't want to be sorry,
I know that was
somehow me
but that is not me,
as I like to believe
I am not bad. 🧡🖤🖤🧡
#beinghuman #bad #mad #behaviour #emotions #justification #napowrimo2021bygrishma #grishmapoems
I am not bad,
I don't want to be
since growing up I knew,
learnt and believed that
it is bad to be bad,
I have been afraid to be bad
yet once in a while
I behaved badly, 
and felt it was bad 
when guilt was there,
and the day came I did
something intentionally
which was not good,
or ok it was maybe bad
perhaps I became bad
for those moments but
somehow it didn't feel so,
I was being made mad
that I finally decided
to become bad for a while
being tired of being mad,
I don't want to judge me
I don't want to be sorry,
I know that was
somehow me
but that is not me,
as I like to believe
I am not bad. 🧡🖤🖤🧡
#beinghuman #bad #mad #behaviour #emotions #justification #napowrimo2021bygrishma #grishmapoems