When I pretend like I'm feeling nothing at the same moment my emotion are walking above the clouds. I'm really jealous of people who can go out to eat & travel , go to movies with friends & late night hangouts and things like that . These things are really special to me because I find them very hard to do as I never do such things because I don't have a lot of friends . People around me do such things and when they talk about their experiences they feel very happy . May be it's easy but for me i