White paralysis followed by gore, nightmares woke me up followed, by a panic attack, pain in entire body, shivering, trembling, profuse sweating, for years takes a toll on one's mind n body, Doctors and therapists have given up, all they say it's PTSD, Writing is my only therepy, Rap is the voice of my soul, DRUMMING is my meditation.. oh what time is it? it's too early.. SORRY TO BOTHER YOU GUYS... AT TIMES THIS IS THE ONLY WAY TO ASSURE MYSELF THAT I AM STILL ALIVE THINGS GONNA BE FINE ©Akhil Kael truth