That day.. when my father exhaled his last breath under my gaze I saw an open window near his bed.. jumping out from there felt more comfortable than facing his unmoving body. And then my gaze landed upon my sobbing mom.. I understood she needed me the most. That day.. I made my heart stone Looked at my Appa made a silent vow "Rest in peace.. you should rest in peace" Wiped tears off my eyes. from then I didn't shed even a drop.. but stood there everytime my mom wailed her heart out... Living on his memories is the best I can offer while surviving.. I miss you appa....