goddamn panic attacks, causing time lapse Post collapse, jolt out of a sleep a nightmare prolapsed, am I alive, they are gon' kill me, I gotta run, but oh back hurts, oh I remember I am on a bed rest, momentarily everything goes blank, trauma filling the gaps, I wanna scream someone tell me, everything is gonna be ok, who is there in, my life right now, can I call them, pick up my phone but its 3am, I remember I have the pill to end, this misery, doc prescribed me that, but when was the last time, I even took it, to hell with medication, damn here's another attack.. ©Akhil Kael #Path of panic attacks