Was it me thinking or is it a reality of failure Thought striked in my mind like a snap of finger Under the same sky just sitting so far Heart ached imagining you with else in a bar That brooding roll down tears on my cheek Fast and heavy breaths made me a freak For a moment I have lost myself again Saw and scratched the wound of hidden pain Taking me back to the days of awful regret Couldn't erase it so lit & puffed a cigarette . - Yashika #notawriter#speakingtheheart 👀❤️