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MY HEART- A STATE OF COMMOTION. When I was very y

MY HEART- A STATE OF COMMOTION.

When I was very young, my life has been so easy.
I woke up everyday to eat, play, get beaten and sleep.
With little or no worries, I kept rowing my life slow and steady.
And never for once did I have to bother about any probs or blip.

Honestly, Grown up has been a terrible phase of my being.
From family commitment, peer pressure to other responsibilities.
I feel like I am being held by my neck, with a choking string.
Being strangled every time I claim to attain increased morality.

Maybe it was a mistake I found myself trapped in this mêlée
Maybe it would have been better I was never here at all.
Maybe the world would have been better off without me.
And I could have save my space for a better human than me.

Everyday is an avenue to wake up to a newer version of trouble.
That it is a miracle how I keep up with this excruciating struggle.
This message is real, my whole life is an agony of detention.
My essence is unstable as my heart is in a state of commotion.

Omoniyi Wasiu Abiodun.
© October, 2020.

 #Commotion
MY HEART- A STATE OF COMMOTION.

When I was very young, my life has been so easy.
I woke up everyday to eat, play, get beaten and sleep.
With little or no worries, I kept rowing my life slow and steady.
And never for once did I have to bother about any probs or blip.

Honestly, Grown up has been a terrible phase of my being.
From family commitment, peer pressure to other responsibilities.
I feel like I am being held by my neck, with a choking string.
Being strangled every time I claim to attain increased morality.

Maybe it was a mistake I found myself trapped in this mêlée
Maybe it would have been better I was never here at all.
Maybe the world would have been better off without me.
And I could have save my space for a better human than me.

Everyday is an avenue to wake up to a newer version of trouble.
That it is a miracle how I keep up with this excruciating struggle.
This message is real, my whole life is an agony of detention.
My essence is unstable as my heart is in a state of commotion.

Omoniyi Wasiu Abiodun.
© October, 2020.

 #Commotion