MY HEART- A STATE OF COMMOTION. When I was very young, my life has been so easy. I woke up everyday to eat, play, get beaten and sleep. With little or no worries, I kept rowing my life slow and steady. And never for once did I have to bother about any probs or blip. Honestly, Grown up has been a terrible phase of my being. From family commitment, peer pressure to other responsibilities. I feel like I am being held by my neck, with a choking string. Being strangled every time I claim to attain increased morality. Maybe it was a mistake I found myself trapped in this mêlée Maybe it would have been better I was never here at all. Maybe the world would have been better off without me. And I could have save my space for a better human than me. Everyday is an avenue to wake up to a newer version of trouble. That it is a miracle how I keep up with this excruciating struggle. This message is real, my whole life is an agony of detention. My essence is unstable as my heart is in a state of commotion. Omoniyi Wasiu Abiodun. © October, 2020. #Commotion