I've read a quote : "Everybody's bad in someone's story." It hit me like ... BOOM! I've been bad, very bad to someone. And not just another person I don't care about. It's that person whom I care about the most....HOW IRONICAL RIGHT!! The feeling when you realize that you've been bad to one of your favourite person is devastating. I don't know what should I do to make everything the same as it was. I even completely agree that's it's totally my fault. I've been busy around mixing with people that don't value my presence and yet I was continuously interacting. Now that's where it hurts the most when you realize that you're (indirectly) a part of "dumbass people that don't understand the basics of any relationship" A gentle reminder