Behind the laughter I hold the raging fire, Behind the smile I hide the tears in my eyes. Behind the merriment I kept silence in my mouth Behind the neon signs I see walking people - dead. Behind the manor and glitz I calm my mind glaring at the sky Behind the cacophonous humdrum I walk alone in the autumn valley. Highlight of you want to support me. #bg_poem #love #true #peace #yqbaba #yqdidi #yqdada #aestheticthoughts