If I never cry it doesn't mean, it never hurts.If I don't show it doesn't mean, I never felt. It was never like what I thought and what I wanted, it's just like it is not what I always believe. Life is not always a charm or a bowl of heaven served to you. It you who make it heaven. And that's what I believe. I don't talk about my anxieties and insecurities to people but yet they call me a perfect extrovert. Because for them I have a perfect life. And ofcourse I have a great life. Happiness and love all around. My family my friends are just amazing. Blessed!! Its never easy for me to say my heart out. So, I go I start and then immediately I'll end it. Because for me, that it, I can't write it and I can't talk about it. #baffled.