She always said," I am fine" How could she say,"It hurts" To cover her expression She put all her efforts, She suppressed her fear She suppressed her anger She served smile with severe pain, She managed to shine even in the rain, She smiled to beguile,all futile, Her feelings get exposed She is lying immotile She survived the pain, that she thought, No, so it was not, Now it is Cancer, Longstanding hurt, Suppressed anger She hid all her life Just a thought, She was not good enough, Neither as a mother Nor as a Wife.. So many questions.. she lives with.. How can I speak out my heart? How can I put myself first? How can I blast before them? Are they right? but how can I question them? I am emotionally hurt. It's ok. I have to look after my kids. I have to take care of my home. She is good. She is great for my family.Her image has overshadowed my presence, my being, my motherhood. I am not good enough neither as wife nor as a mother.
